But..What Does It Mean?

Could you stop posting on this blog.. I just passed it and saw all the boo hoo posts.. Whats done is...

Tue, 08 May 2012 15:33:00 +0200

Could you stop posting on this blog.. I just passed it and saw all the boo hoo posts.. Whats done is done.. You took me for granted, never treated me right.. so why all the commotion when you get what you want? And tell whorebag that she has to stop emailing me.. cause she was nagging about you..

Here’s the thing we started out friendsIt was cool but it...

Tue, 08 May 2012 15:30:47 +0200

Here’s the thing we started out friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since U Been Gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn’t long till I called you mine
Yeah Yeah
Since U Been Gone

And all you’d ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That’s all you’d ever hear me say

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I’m so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since U Been Gone

How can I put it? You put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah
Since U Been Gone

How come I’d never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I’m so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get (I get) what I want
Since U Been Gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can’t take it
Again and again and again and again

Since U Been Gone
I can breathe for the first time
I’m so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I’m so moving on
Yeah, yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get, I get what I want
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone
Since U Been Gone

"What I’m doing right now might be deadly, but hey! Fuck it… can’t be more..."

Wed, 25 Apr 2012 23:45:26 +0200

“What I’m doing right now might be deadly, but hey! Fuck it… can’t be more miserable than I already am…”

I miss you

Tue, 17 Apr 2012 23:48:46 +0200

I miss you

Your smell lingers

Thu, 22 Mar 2012 10:02:00 +0100

I feel empty, it pains me. Never were you so close but so far away. Just two hours ago…just two hours ago. I do not care that you left, it is the way you left, leaving cracks in my heart. It hurts so much to be called useless, not enough, like it is never enough. As if you walked away without any care, no emotion, protecting only yourself. What might even hurt more is that you can´t stand touching me anymore. And now you leave me with doubt, insecure of what the future might hold. Things are never perfect.

I hope you still love me.

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Thu, 22 Mar 2012 09:43:04 +0100

"Only 12 days to go, 12 FUCKING DAYS! AWYEAH"

Sat, 25 Feb 2012 19:25:42 +0100

“Only 12 days to go, 12 FUCKING DAYS! AWYEAH”

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tentaclesoftheabyss: Curacao HEY DID YOU KNOW! I BOOKED MY...

Fri, 20 Jan 2012 23:55:19 +0100

tentaclesoftheabyss:

Curacao

HEY DID YOU KNOW! I BOOKED MY TICKET!

BOOK TICKET, NAUW DOE IET NAUW! Need you here <3

Sun, 08 Jan 2012 07:22:42 +0100

BOOK TICKET, NAUW DOE IET NAUW!

Need you here <3

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Wed, 04 Jan 2012 19:35:43 +0100

Long Distance Relationship Challenge

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 04:58:00 +0100

Your Name/Their Name - Steve & Frankie / Hardwood & Irontube

Your age/Their Age - 20 and 18 YEAH2YEARSOLDER!! / Doesn’t mean ANYTHING love!

Your locations - Curacao -> The Netherlands

How did you meet? Thank the cheating ex for introducing us..

Since when have you been together? April 11th 2011

What is the most random thing you know about him/her? and vice versa That she is half sloth half dragonborn / He has zombie-like characteristics, in a good way.

How do you communicate with each other? Roars and grunts / do not forget snorts, burps, tears, farts and silly faces.

Favorite thing you’ve given him/her? heh / BLACKERSON

Favorite thing she/he has given you? headachesLOVE I MEAN LOVE / Agreed, and some beautiful roses

Favorite thing about him/her? her gorgeous smile :) / That sneaky little smirk on his face when I know he’s either planning something or thinking about a very grown-up pastime

Pick one thing you miss (I know there are 19238923842039402394 things) and describe it in detail. Kissing her soft sweet lucious lips. in detail. / His warm hands that pull me close, hold me and hug me.

How would you define love? Finding your soul’s counterpart in another. / Unconditional mutual acception based on trust, devotion, remission and passion (attraction).

What do you think is the hardest thing about distance? The adults know whats going on, the kids dont, but the adults have a pretty good picture. / No touchy.

Describe a moment you had with him/her last time you were together. (If you haven’t met, describe how the perfect moment would be) Riding the Monsieur Cannibale ride in the efteling amusement park over and over again.. / Walking through the Intratuin, looking at tableware, talking, discussing the future

Favorite love (LDR or not) song? LFMAO - SEXY AND I KNOW IT / Etta James - I Just Wanna Make Love To You

Favorite love (LDR or not) movie? uuhh.. dont think we have one.. / Hmm…nah not really no.

Favorite love (LDR or not) quote? RAWRAWRAWR ITS A DINOSAUR! / Because you.. you is a hungry man.

Post a picture of the two of you together. (If you don’t have one, post a picture of something you can/could relate to).

I know there’s not one thing, but choose one of your favorite things to hear her/him say. ”You want a eggs&bacon sandwich?” / “Silly”

Is there something you regret? (either about the relationship or something you have done) Letting her go once.. / Not meeting him earlier in my life, could have prevented a lot of misery.

Give us a little insight (as much as you’re comfortable) on your sex life (either with this person physically, or your general history, or over the phone ha, whatever you want) The sex is perfect. 10/10. / Amen.

Share something cute. (A story, something either of you have done, a song, memory, wish, dream).

Costa Rica.. / Don’t you dare go alone, cute picture {:3

Do you have a song? Which one is it? (If you don’t, then what is something that always reminds you of him/her)? We don’t really have a song.. but the white barry with ”You’re My First, My Last, My Everything” always reminds me of her. / Fort Minor - Where’d You Go :’(

Describe him/her physically and emotionally/personality-wise. Hot and stunning body, beautiful eyes and smile, intelligent, funny, cute, loveable, strong and a little clumsy sometimes.. / Best description of Wesley; A ambitious, progressive strong man, very caring of those who are dear to him, with clear morals. From the outside.. don’t even get me started. Those eyes, those muscles, that grin, a very nice and well proportioned autonomy. Lovely smile, DAYUM those abbs.

One thing that he/she does that pisses you off (even if that smile will get you every time)? Touch my face when I’m sleeping.. Itches like crazy. / Putting his fingers between my toes, ouchie!

Sweetest thing he/she has done for you. Made me the best care package with the most delicious food I like for school. / Threw me a personal birthdayparty (with balloons and garlands) because I had exams on my birthday.

If you had the money/time/connections/whatever to get him/her any gift in the world, what would it be? (ANY) gift? A teleportation device with unlimited charges. / His dream: A Carreer in The Dutch Marine Corps.

If you could have him/her with you physically for the next 5 hours, what would you do? I would show her that all her problems shes facing can be solved by my penis. / Oh, you….

When will you see her/him next? In 3 months.. 1 DAY DOWN YEAH / 89 to go!

Where do you see your future going with him/her? Moving in together after our vacation curacao, then grow old with our sloth farm. / And a dog, and a goldfish, a fireplace…with bearskin on the ground.

SERIOUS THAT SHIT UP! xD best face ever.

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 04:27:00 +0100

SERIOUS THAT SHIT UP! xD best face ever.

Pro & Con

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 15:49:11 +0100

Today is the first of January, 2012. Happy New Year to all of you. Similar to all previous years this one comes with pros and cons as well.

This morning I said goodbye to Steve at Schiphol since he is going to his parents on Curacao for 2/3 months. Of course, that bloody damn well sucks. On the other hand it carries some positive things to. Let’s put it on a list, because boy do I love making lists.

Con:

- Steve is gone, 2/3 months no physical contact (painful)

- Being alone is terrible after spending 5 months together

- Waking up without him.. is a sad feeling

- Missing out on precious things we can share, trips, concerts and such

- I have to study and work in the mean time

- Steve is on a tropical island, I’m in good old cold Holland

- There is no chance for a quick visit with these 9000 km

- 5 hours of time difference

Pro:

- Skype allows us to talk almost every day

- Steve is back with his parents, he can take care of his injury

- It gives him the opportunity to get his life in order

- After 2/3 months he’ll be back in The Netherlands for a while

- Next week I can already search for a ticket to Curacao

- His parents like me very much and allow me to stay there for a month or two in the summer!

- We have our own vacation house again

- Steam allows us to play games together, we’re both very fond of games

- Our relationship is stable, we had our hard times but nothing we can’t handle.

- This free times gives me some room to save money, work and study

- I love that guy, haha, that’s a pretty big pro :)

In the end, I think there are more pros than cons.

Fresh & Clean

Sun, 01 Jan 2012 15:33:13 +0100

So, since dear Stevie and Negrotastic moved their tumblr due to some previous events, I have full control over this one now.

Decided not to throw it away, sorry Stevie, but instead make proper use of it. Therefore I deleted some old post, kept some things I liked and made a fresh start with this post.

It could be fun if we were able to return to the old three musketeers, only the underlying alliances are a bit complicated.

Anyway, let’s give this a go and try to infiltrate the tumblr population once again. You know, Tumblr is quite an enjoyable environment when you skip all the blogs created by children under the age of 17, and of course; hipsters, emotional wrecks, attention leeches and monkey sluts.

Oh, one little detail, I should be able to type appropriate and correct English by now since I study that language, please excuse me might I make any mistakes. I will slap myself a thousand times with the stick of shame.

Love,